[He is one not touched by the ache of rejection. The call to arms had stolen him away from one lover, and it was her heart that fractured while his, although bruised, was buoyed by the promise of glory that waited beyond the horizon; yet cold death had robbed from him another lover, and so for the first time he had learned how the heart when broken collapses to a dark cavity. For all the blithe ardor with which he pursues Olivia, still he cradles this tender ache. In her he seeks not a replacement with which to fill the hole punctured in his heart: Patroclus had been his second self, and for that there is no replacement. His memory is untouchable, as out of reach from others as it is to Achilles tantalizing. Nor can the love a man harbors for a woman touch on the love he harbors for a brother in arms: one is the sun, and the other its dim imitation, a fire.
Even so, man requires fire that he might warm and nourish himself, and so he is drawn to her lovely flickering light.]
Yes, you are doing well, Olivia.
[So murmuring this encouragement, he hums the next note and again guides her hand to the proper string. Achilles knows the body of the lyre well enough that he need not even look, and instead his lidded eyes rest upon her beside him, so close that she consumes his field of vision. While she concentrates on the string beneath her finger, he presses his lips to her soft cheek and there he lingers, that the kiss stays suspended as does the note she plucks. He waits for her reaction: just as she tests the pliability of the lyre's strings, so too does he test her.]
[ it is with shock that she meets his gesture, though in retrospect she'll find she hadn't any reason to be so surprised. the signs were all there, after all, evident even before they'd both taken their seats upon his cloak. whether or not she'd been purposefully obtuse to it is a subject for further analysis later — had she not seen because she did not want to see? Or had she not seen because she was afraid of how much she'd like it?
it's true — there are many different types of love. but for olivia, one does not trump over the other, and why should it?
love is not a competition, it is a blessing. should you find yourself lucky enough to be visited by that passion, isn't it only right to welcome it in? ]
I'm — glad, [ she winds up saying, breathing more like. the words themselves stutter out of her lips as if they were nothing more than mere afterthought after the shallow breaths she's now only capable of producing, chest rising and falling like its wont to right before a grand performance. and, just like right before a performance, she has to wonder—
is it fear or is it anticipation?
but just like with any dance, when your partner moves, so should you in turn. so while he lingers, she leans in, turning ever so slightly towards him. ]
[He had not planned to divert her down this path when first he invited her to join him - but nor had he barred the possibility from his mind. Where his passions tug him he shall readily follow.
The moment appears ripe, ready to be plucked from the vine off of which it so enticingly hangs, plump with juice and flushed with color. Achilles imbibes her breathy anticipation - for that is how he chooses to understand it - and lets swell his own desire: as the hand which reaches out to collect that tempting fruit, so too does he lean in to capture her lips with his own.
This time there is no gauzy strip of fabric to barricade her from him. There is only heat, languid and dreamy like the notes which have since evaporated into the silence that gathers around them as a veil. Here they are hidden.
His fingers curl into the spaces between hers, welcoming her to blur whatever borders may hold them separate, while still his other hand holds steady the lyre's arm. He knows how easily she shies away, how easily she wilts, and so he wishes to let her ease into him as one eases into water.]
[ later, much later, she will wonder if she had planned for it. though certainly this whole endeavor hadn't really been her doing, but she will entertain the idea of the hope for it, at least, and wonder if perhaps her aching heart had been signaling his to heal it.
whatever the reason, there is time enough to mull over it later. now, though, now... now she must take in the taste of him, no longer impeded by the thin strip of cloth she'd once used as a means of cheating. now she can take in the smell of him, a musk that at this proximity is intoxicating. it is easy to drown herself in him, drifting closer where his hand has curled, twisting in her place so that she may lean into his half-embrace, still somehow mindful not to jostle the lyre too much in her haste.
small hands have drifted up now, one curling around the base of his neck to play with the strands of hair there, while the other tentatively cups his cheek, almost imploring him to remain while she indulges in him.
there is no meekness here, but a similar fire burning within herself. misguided, perhaps. lonely, perhaps. but no less passionate than the fire she captures in her mouth right now, eager to call him hers if only for the evening. ]
[Although Achilles has the habit of letting his passions consume him as does one who plunges into a river and lets the water swallow him whole, lets the current carry him along, it would be inaccurate to presume this act absent of thought. His inhibitions have not been robbed from him: he deliberately chooses to shed them and lay them aside like clothing peeled away from a lover's body. He is all too aware of the plumpness of her lips and the warm insistence of her hands, the caress of her hair when a breeze flutters wisps of it against his face, and the sweet earthy aroma whose embrace he remembers from the last time they were stitched so close together.
Every allowance she makes whets his appetite ever more. When Olivia busies her hands with his hair and his beard, he leans in to recover the lyre from her lap, taking care so as not to disturb her from her passions. He breaks the seal of their lips for only a moment as he sets the instrument aside: then his lips are upon her again, fervent and heavy like the air before a rainstorm shakes loose the day's haze. He nips at her lower lip, tugs with his teeth, teases with his tongue, ravenous after his long fast.
Further and further does he lean into Olivia with his hand upon her waist, reassuring her that he will go nowhere, urging her to lie down. Gone is the patience he had affected just moments ago: it has turned to ash upon the pyre of his desires and is now scattered to the winds.]
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Even so, man requires fire that he might warm and nourish himself, and so he is drawn to her lovely flickering light.]
Yes, you are doing well, Olivia.
[So murmuring this encouragement, he hums the next note and again guides her hand to the proper string. Achilles knows the body of the lyre well enough that he need not even look, and instead his lidded eyes rest upon her beside him, so close that she consumes his field of vision. While she concentrates on the string beneath her finger, he presses his lips to her soft cheek and there he lingers, that the kiss stays suspended as does the note she plucks. He waits for her reaction: just as she tests the pliability of the lyre's strings, so too does he test her.]
makes self comfy uwu
it's true — there are many different types of love. but for olivia, one does not trump over the other, and why should it?
love is not a competition, it is a blessing. should you find yourself lucky enough to be visited by that passion, isn't it only right to welcome it in? ]
I'm — glad, [ she winds up saying, breathing more like. the words themselves stutter out of her lips as if they were nothing more than mere afterthought after the shallow breaths she's now only capable of producing, chest rising and falling like its wont to right before a grand performance. and, just like right before a performance, she has to wonder—
is it fear or is it anticipation?
but just like with any dance, when your partner moves, so should you in turn. so while he lingers, she leans in, turning ever so slightly towards him. ]
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The moment appears ripe, ready to be plucked from the vine off of which it so enticingly hangs, plump with juice and flushed with color. Achilles imbibes her breathy anticipation - for that is how he chooses to understand it - and lets swell his own desire: as the hand which reaches out to collect that tempting fruit, so too does he lean in to capture her lips with his own.
This time there is no gauzy strip of fabric to barricade her from him. There is only heat, languid and dreamy like the notes which have since evaporated into the silence that gathers around them as a veil. Here they are hidden.
His fingers curl into the spaces between hers, welcoming her to blur whatever borders may hold them separate, while still his other hand holds steady the lyre's arm. He knows how easily she shies away, how easily she wilts, and so he wishes to let her ease into him as one eases into water.]
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whatever the reason, there is time enough to mull over it later. now, though, now... now she must take in the taste of him, no longer impeded by the thin strip of cloth she'd once used as a means of cheating. now she can take in the smell of him, a musk that at this proximity is intoxicating. it is easy to drown herself in him, drifting closer where his hand has curled, twisting in her place so that she may lean into his half-embrace, still somehow mindful not to jostle the lyre too much in her haste.
small hands have drifted up now, one curling around the base of his neck to play with the strands of hair there, while the other tentatively cups his cheek, almost imploring him to remain while she indulges in him.
there is no meekness here, but a similar fire burning within herself. misguided, perhaps. lonely, perhaps. but no less passionate than the fire she captures in her mouth right now, eager to call him hers if only for the evening. ]
paaaast the point of no return...
Every allowance she makes whets his appetite ever more. When Olivia busies her hands with his hair and his beard, he leans in to recover the lyre from her lap, taking care so as not to disturb her from her passions. He breaks the seal of their lips for only a moment as he sets the instrument aside: then his lips are upon her again, fervent and heavy like the air before a rainstorm shakes loose the day's haze. He nips at her lower lip, tugs with his teeth, teases with his tongue, ravenous after his long fast.
Further and further does he lean into Olivia with his hand upon her waist, reassuring her that he will go nowhere, urging her to lie down. Gone is the patience he had affected just moments ago: it has turned to ash upon the pyre of his desires and is now scattered to the winds.]